This is life

David dear has been facing lots of stress recently. Work has been giving him lots of pressure, making him upset with life. I'm really worried bout him, but somehow I know that he will make it through. Coz he's my hubby. =) Stay strong dear, you will be a better person after all these.

Other than work, Dear got a surprise last two weeks when he got up from bed. His car is gone. Got stolen. What a really bad surprise and at a really really really bad time. He has been really really down as it is so inconvenient for him to move around. Well, I have a car so we could still go out. But its still difficult for him. Hopefully things get better for him soon and he'll be my happy baby again.

And here's some update about me.

Recently, i've been feeling rather moody about work. It's not that i hate my job, but I just feel that I'm not growing up, in terms of analyzing other people. I'm always the silly one. Feel really stupid and that I'm such a failure. I don't want people to think that I'm an easy person to take advantage off. I want to be someone smart at dealing with people. But I guess this is something that nobody could teach. I need to learn this myself. I know I'm not that weak and I can do this. Right dear?

Even with such upsetting stuff, I have some new thoughts that have made me gain some motivation with life. I've registered for a new course. When i graduate from it, I will be a Certified Wedding Specialist. It's actually a Wedding planner course. Planning other people's wedding. I have been planning for quite a few months that I would like to have my own business in future. And after searching for quite some time for something interesting that i could pursue, I found this industry, which I feel would suit me quite well.

Firstly, I'm a person who LOVES wedding, and I always feel so happy to attend someone else's wedding. (Would be happier if it were mine =P) 2ndly, It could be something I can do it home based. I want to spend time at home, you know..doing what wives should do, at the same time, earning money for myself. Even though I know there's a lot of commitment in becoming a wedding planner, as I will be planning someone's most important day of their life, but somehow I know I would be really satisfied when I see the new couple being so happy on their wedding day. It would be really worth it. =)

Indirectly, I think it would help me in planning my own wedding. =P As I would know the best deals for bridal gown packages, florist, venues, and even the best photographers to shoot the best wedding album ever. Haha. You can see how excited I am with this new goal. Really excited for my class which will commence 5th of May. Hopefully I would be good enough to be a successful wedding planner and earn lots of money for me and my dear's future.

OH! Besides that, the first 5 people who register for the course will get a free iPad. And I'm the 1st 5! I've got a free iPad. How great! =P I've got a new toy~ Could be my new NOTEBOOK. As in pencil paper kind of notebook, not computer kind of notebook. =P

My course will be 4 months, weekends classes. Which means that i will not be able to go anywhere with dear for 4 months. Lucky for us, we planned for a Melaka trip next week, one week before i start my class. So very very excited about the trip. I miss Melaka so much. I've got so many nice memories with dear there. And my lovely, romantic, sweet, loving valentines day surprise dinner. I still remember how i felt that time. =) Thanks darling.

I hope you're excited about our wonderful trip. I need to get a diet before going. I think we're gonna eat everything we can find. HAHA. =) I hope this trip could take you off some pressure and you could relax. Just have fun with me alright?

Muaks muaks baby.

I LOVE YOU <3

Your girl,
Audrey