Baby I love you

We had a great big fight. A really huge one this time. Dearie ended up shouting and screaming at me cause he was so mad. Felt heartbroken. We talked for quite a long time till finally we're ok with each other. I hope we will never ever fight like this again. It was really a stupid fight over something silly. We should never ever let it jeopardize our relationship again.

Suddenly going online researching about marriage. How to register for marriage and other stuff related to it. I guess i'm really hoping very much to have our lives together. Want it to be soon. Even though we have only been together for a year plus, but it feels like we have been together a long time, going through lots of things together, and now we're stable and feel really comfortable with each other. We've been going round looking for nice houses to see last few months, trying to save up our money to get a house together, planning up our finances. It's really a tough time for us now, considering us both wanting the marriage sooo much at the moment. Having enough money is like a really far-far-away thing to us. Hopefully we could get there in a nearer time. We've said that we give ourself 5 years, but hopefully, it will be earlier.

Good luck to both of us. I love you dearie.